what's stopping us?

I'm not sure whether this is a sign or it's just myself trying to stop me from doing something that scares me... commitment... certainly...

Is it really happening? Can you explain me how did we get here? It feels like it was a long way, but then it looks like we have been here for a second, and forever, a curious contradiction. We marely knew each other, and we know each other like nobody else... how could this be?

ok, so right now things are like this, and we'll have to deal with it, where did he say I was going? oohhh, that correct! we are going on that direction, but... is this what I want? ok, lets don't think about my dreams, is this the best for me? maybe I didn´t dream about it, but right now is as good as it can get... should I go on then?

should I follow my guts and listen to my heart? has somebody actually heard his heart? has your heart talked to you? I wonder what would my heart tell me? Would it be usefull? Would my heart give me some pieces of advice that would actually help me?

Ok, I tried to hear, but nothing yet... maybe if I estimulate it... maybe if you kiss me my heart will start talking... right... that's not gonna happen, let's face it, nothing's stopping me, I could keep on walking.

Then if I want to go forward and he wants it too, then why aren't we moving?

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"Ella no es perfecta, pero fue la única que dijo "acepto"."
Cosmo - Los Padrinos mágicos

Antes de que nos olviden
Caifanes

Antes de que nos olviden
Haremos historia
No andaremos de rodillas
El alma no tiene la culpa

Antes de que nos olviden
Rasgaremos paredes
Y buscaremos restos
No importa si fue nuestra vida

Antes de que nos olviden
Nos evaporaremos en magueyes
Y subiremos hasta el cielo
Y bajaremos con la lluvia

Antes de que nos olviden
Romperemos jaulas
Y gritaremos la fuga
No hay que condenar el alma

Aunque tú me olvides
Te pondré en un altar de veladoras
Y en cada una pondré tu nombre
Y cuidaré de tu alma.

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"La vida, como un comentario de otra cosa que no alcanzamos, y que está ahí al alcance del salto que no damos."
Julio Florencio Cortázar - Rayuela

very secret weapon, very low budget highly effective...

Ana Paula se fue, Ana Paula ya no está and I may not believe as she stayed for such short time and right now I am sure she is happily laughing now and she saw what it was our complicated lifes and somehow inside me i feel a beautiful peace even though many plans seem completely unfulfilled many times probably obviously I'm quite naive, you achived what many never ever ever will instantly with yourserf you implanted a seed of your love and your traits that no one will ever be...

oh, my darlin life down here is quite tougher, months are longer than they used to be. And the silence you left in the wooden house seems to starren to dissapear but i have a secret secret weapond very low budget highly effective but i have a very secret weapon very low budget highly effective and that is that i love

Juan Son
"Ana Paula" lyrics

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"Cómo quieres que te olvide si cuando comienzo a olvidarte, me olvido de olvidarte y comienzo a recordarte." Woddy Allen